when it's just too much for my heart, to handle it alone

Entah kenapa, hari ini jadi pengen nulis terus...

Nah, pokoknya, sekarang aku mau share sebuah puisi yang aku tulis, khusus buat orang yang (harus kuakui), sangat kusuka :") Sebenernya puisi ini udah lama juga aku buat, 4 Desember 2010. Trus, sempet aku share ke temen2 di FB lewat notes. Dan ga afdol rasanya kalo ga aku share di blog ini juga :)

                                        are these only my imagination?

this is only a little crush

not love, i convinced

wherefore in fact i hate you

do you even know that?

i hate the way you talk

the way that name slip from your lips

how you're content to say hers

and how it's not as easy to mention mine

i hate the way you gaze

when our eyes accidently meet

tension sparks, heart beats

yet the moment your hazel move

i know i shouldnt be happy

i hate the way you smile

for something silly that she did

or whatever but me

i hate the way you pull me over

in that i discover

you'll just push me away further

i hate the way you advise me

then hide it as innocent as it could be

i hate the way you dislike me

i hate...

because it hurts

i hate...

since i always get reminded

that your heart doesnt belong to me

this is just a little crush

not love, i convinced

where exceptionally the pain just as much

and i try to move on

>/////////< malunyaaaa~ puisiku geje begini, hahahaha. tapi yah, mo gimana lagi. Emang gitu perasaanku waktu itu, hehe. And if you curious whether i still like him or not, then, the answer is yes. I do like him, much more than before :"> He's one of many reasons why i reject that 'person' too, anyway.

See ya, then! Wait for my next entry, 'kay? ;))